December 14th, 2005

Current Music: KYLIE | Ultimate Kylie Subject: Mulholland Drive, Worn Out and Tired to the Max Time: 04:08 pm Current Mood: stressed

bad mood today since I came to work this morning...so have all the others. what a wrong day.. just waiting to come home, order some pizza, buy some red wine and watch Mulholland Drive with Beccy. for days I am in the perfect mood for this movie.. and today we have the time for it. I just take the time for it...althought I would have to do a lot of THE SPOOK stuff, but I cannot do any more now. need a break after a full day of work. hope the evening will turn out great and I am already looking forward to lying in bed and falling asleep... so tired and worn out! I need a push... a blast...some BLACK FLAG tunes e.g. or some mighty BAD BRAINS...the quickness album!! yesss...

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November 26th, 2005

Current Music: ISIS | Oceanic Subject: what the fuck is out there!?! Time: 12:11 pm Current Mood: awake

hey! yesterday evening it came from above...the white cold stuff changed everything into a white magick beauty. I love it...I took my iPod, put on my boots and walked the night...slowly, silently and moody. I had a great time. it snowed the whole damn night and is still now. seems to become a great weekend. what about your`s?

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November 11th, 2005

Current Music: ROLLINS BAND | The End Of Silence Subject: Time Flies & A Great Weekend Time: 09:50 am Current Mood: tired

it's been quiet a while since my last entry. there hasn't been some sort of reason for that but just the lack of time.. time flies and as you pass another weekend, which mostly is very short, anther week is gone. I can see that when I think about Ethan.. he is now 20 months old and when I tell myself that my son is almost 2 years around us..I think "wow"! where's the time?! I am looking for a new job that will give me more pleasure and free time btw.. hopefully there will be soon a change concerning this topic.. with THE SPOOK we are still in a waiting position...no idea which producer, which studio and which label.. there are a lot of different ideas and options and fuck.. we need to record our fuckin' songs!! people are waiting... but in the meantime, I did the re-design of the official website: www.thespook.de. we are gonig to contribute our song "Reanimated" for the upcoming horrorpunk compilation from HorrorHigh Records and we will do a 7" for Squoodge Records with two songs: "Woe Of Your Heart" and "We Want The Airwaves" (Ramones Cover). Hopefully Florian Bertmer will do the coverart for us.. he's more or less the German Pushead!! Rad!! I am glad weekend is soon. I need some more sleep at nights...I am really burned out today.. 4 hours of sleep again is not that much.. I also have to install all programs on my computer again. I hate this process... I did it 3 times and now it's again. I hate my computer.. there are always some problems. some spontanious resets, breakdowns and stuff... really looking forward to the new Mac Mini...we will buy it soon!! apple rules... just the prices are a little bit to high... but who cares... hope you're doing well. wish you a good weekend! take care, r.

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July 17th, 2005

Current Music: NILE | Annihilation Of The Wicked Time: 09:56 pm Current Mood: listless

what a weird sunday!! I had to work today.. 8 hours sheer pain in the ass!! at the moment there is so much work to do in the office, we all have to do extra-work. so I got home at 6pm and had to fix some shelves (for our dvds) on the wall in our living room. after that I drove to our drummer, gave him some cds and drove on to my parents. I picked up my old tv-set for our sleeping room. at home again, we had some food and checked the tv and VCR...it works!! great!! now, we can watch movies while lying in bed. again, I need some more weekend...

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July 8th, 2005

Current Music: NILE | Annihilation Of The Wicked Subject: dead & gone Time: 10:10 am Current Mood: awake

again it's friday..looking for the weekend. work is almost done, just listening to some new MP3s...e.a. Nile, Origin, Cephalic Carnage and Alarum...I need the speedy sounds today. today beccys mom will visit us and stay till sunday. it will be a good evening I hope. with some special dinner, talk and maybe a good movie. tomorrow we will go out to the Planet, a club where a Planet-revival party will take place..hopefully all people who had been there in the past will come and it will be fun. lot's of people I know are going to go there...so it must be fun!! this week there were no rehearsals, for terence is working in the house of wax studios for some band he knows. he is mixing their new recordings and stuff, so next rehearsal will be on wednesday. I am really looking forward to it for our new drummer is really kickin' ass and keeps us pushing to new limits which is more than needful! the new record has to become more than great! now, back to work..and counting the hours till weekend!

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June 28th, 2005

Current Music: Gabriel Burns - 12 Time: 11:41 pm Current Mood: busy

today was easy... woke up by ethans feet hitting my stomach.. he is always active at 5.30/6.00 am which means we cannot sleep till 6.45 anymore!! damn, but he's so cute..especially in the morning, when he just got up.. got to work, had some delicious croissant with chocoreale, the best choco-paste ever, and it's even vegan! just love it! work was easy, too.. I just burned dvds, data, files and stuff. worked on some new layouts and transfer some emails.. in my break I met with my two cuties: beccy and ethan. we had some pommes and I got back to work: same thing again.. looking forward to 17.30h which means knock off work :-) and which means: three days free!! yeehaa! I got home and met dean, our singer and annika, his friend. both babysitted ethan for an hour, then they went to see the new Batman movie. I gave ethan some more food, brushed his teeth and he got to bed at 8.20 pm such a cute guy today.. no screaming, no crying!! just playing with his toys and suddenly he fell asleep.. I started my work at beccy.net and I really did some cool progression... now, "only" her gallery has to be polished. some .css and stuff and hopefully www.beccy.net will be launched by the end of the week :-) beccy got home at 11.50 and we went to bed.

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June 27th, 2005

Current Music: BURIED INSIDE | Chronoclast Time: 05:17 pm Current Mood: mellow

yesterday we drove to an old castle called "Schloss Burg". it is a one hour drive away near the two cities Remscheid and Solingen. it was way cool. we all had a lot of fun. there's a museum inside and all walls, towers and rooms are in a very good shape.. just like in the old days, you know. ;-) after that we had ice cream which was delicious.. in the evening of SUN I worked at beccys website... I started a new layout again!! on SAT we watched SAW. a very cool and rad movie.. I liked it a lot and beccy too. the rest of the weekend was very quiet and relaxed. sunny and hot.

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June 6th, 2005

Current Music: CIV | Set Your Goals LP Subject: wasted again Time: 04:37 pm Current Mood: bored

my weekend was weak...didn't do so much, but did some shopping, cleaning, discussing, dvd-watching and playing with little Ethan which was cool. but I thought about spending my free sunday with beccy, too. nope! she's was gone for a tattoo-convention..damn. there aren't much sundays where I don't have any rehearsal..this time was one, but again, we did spend less time together.. BUT the evening was great. beccy cooked some really delicious pasta and prepared our livingroom with 1000s of candles.. so we had a really romantic dinner.. :-) we watched "legend of the evil lake" which is a way cool movie..we love asian fight movies.. went to bed at 0.30 and got up today at 6.20 - I hate sleeping not enough...

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May 19th, 2005

Current Music: ROCKET FROM THE CRYPT | Scream, Dracula, Scream Subject: ice-cream & sunshine Time: 05:07 pm Current Mood: relaxed

today I feel better than yesterday. maybe the reason for that is the cool sunny weather. the temperature is right and my mood is comfortable. beccy sent me a pic of ethan playing outside..I want to join them, but I have to work.. I hope my order at the record-store will arrive soon: John Zorn - Rituals CD Mori Chieko - Jumping Rabbit CD this evening I will do nothing but spend my tiime with my family.. looking forward to it.. will enjoy my banana/choko ice-cream..tasty! tomorrow we’re in münster for a shooting for a Titus Mailorder catalogue, which will be out at Halloween.

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May 15th, 2005

Current Music: NIN | With Teeth Subject: berlin, day 2nd Time: 01:27 pm Current Mood: but awake

SAT in berlin: we slept til 11am, so we slept 11 hours!!! rad.. we had a huge breakfast at a french café and after that we went thru the oranienstreet shopping: Little Gloomy comics. emily strange posters. records, shirts, shoes and all the stuff you need. then we met up with stefani form cologne and myra from hamburg and did some sightseeing: siegessäule and the brandenbuger tor. we drove to the Alexander place, the Funkturm and the Tacheles, which is a huge alternative arthouse with different artists, all independent and free art. paintings, modellings and kinda stuff. that was way cool. some paintings were really good and if I had the money I had bought one...my favorite were about 450,- euros!! expensive!! but wow.. it was raining all day and in the evening we all had been quiet wet. we had some falafel for dinner and then we went to the wild at heart. it was so packed it was a blast.. bad air, just drunken punks and no go... I hate that shit! we left the WAH and entered the Tikiheart again. hey elisa, that bar would be your favorite!! xxx after two coronas we went home, tired and wet again from the rain. we slept til 11am, took a shower, had breakfast at the Hannibal café and now checking the schedule for the day.. we will join lithium picnic and apnea again for shooting at the Motor Records office / loft. I need one more coffee I think and some bananas, too. :-) I hope I won't get a cold from yesterdays rain, I feel cold now. rock on, ross

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May 13th, 2005

Current Music: TURBONEGRO | Party Animals Subject: welcome to berlin Time: 10:53 pm Current Mood: tired again

we started at 4am in the morning and reached berlin at 12.30. there was a huge traffic jam in hannover...fuck!! 1,5 hour sitting in the car with heat and stillstand.. not my cup of tea!! but again berlin is cool. I am here for the 6th time and I almost know most of the streets and ways in Kreuzberg like it is my hometown.. beccy and me had been at the Fetish Fair today. we met Apnea and Lithium Picnic. very nice people. beccy did a shooting with LP which only took 30min: fast, furious and awesome! I met Kumi and Darenzia and a nice fetish model from london, sorry I forget your name yet.. "where's your dog-slave?!" ;-) we ended the day at the Tikiheart next to the Wild At Heart, had some drinks and food there and now we will hit the bed, tired and done. we will be ready for tomorrow: shopping, sightseeing (showing beccy around) and party in the evening. we will meet with the guy from Motor Records and we will be joined by Myra, another german suicidegirl.. SAT will be pretty cool I hope.. have a good night! p.s. thanks elisa for you sms. be careful ;-)

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May 12th, 2005

Current Music: DAVE DOUGLAS | Charms Of The Night Sky Subject: tired and thirsty Time: 10:06 pm Current Mood: tired

I am really tired and will go to bed right now, sleep some hours before we gonna head for berlin. a 6-hour drive. me and beccy will meet up with lithium picnic and apnea...hope we will have some fun there... we will go to the fetish fair and some other parties.. on MO we return to essen any more?! I plan to do a small record label called VULCANO | Booking & Recordings . I will start with a split 7" series with some cool bands. there are some interesting bands but not to mention yet... besides, me and beccy are going to do some booking for several bands, too. depends on how much time we will have.. sounds good?! yesterday I finished the Logo for Evil Killing Records. it is not the best one, but it's more or less the version, the label owner wants it to look like.. I had some other ideas but that's live ;-) next job is in progress... the gallery for beccy.net - I will use .php and I don't have any idea of it.. yay! okay, time to hit the pillow. rock on, ross

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April 24th, 2005

Current Music: THE LOCUST | Safety Second, Body Last Subject: got knocked out Time: 01:19 am Current Mood: knocked out

what a weird SAT! we got up, I took a shower, had some toast and a coffee for breakfast. then I started my computer..damn, that machine was so slow today.. I opened outlook and nothing happened. I run down the PC to restart .. nothing happened either and there was no moving with my mouse.. fuck! again I hate that pc. so I smashed my right elbow on the keyboard and hit it hard.. shit. that pain went into my head and suddenly I got knocked out!!! total blackness before my eyes and I fell from my seat down to the ground. but I first hit the table with my nose and hit the edge of our bed with my head! so there was some blood dripping from my head.. my elbow still hurts.. and my got a little scar on my head now.. and some dry blood..hehe..shit! that was my day before 12am. then we went to the supermarked, then into the city. and finally beccy and me entered a sexshop in order to buy a vibrator for a birthday present for mel! yes, she's in a relationship, BUT she told me that it would be fun and there are evenings and nights, when her friend is out working / nightshift.. so there's a little someone for pure pleasure satisfaction :-) then we got home, watched some tv and finally went to mel to her b-day party. it was fun, when she opened her present..she expected it and her friend really laughed, too. dinner was tasty and drinks were cool. people were cool, too. it was fun. now we're at home and really tired.. hanging out in front of the tv. there's some Chucky movie..but I don't like it. too silly.. finally it was a good day..wasn't it?!

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April 21st, 2005

Current Music: GABRIEL BURNS | radio play Subject: creepy crawl Time: 11:46 pm Current Mood: shocked

beccy and me finished watching Ju-On: The Grudge 2, which is really a good movie! really hard and shocking scenes.. the first one was even better but this 2nd movie was great! fuck sarah michelle gellar and her remake!! they suck! beccy did some really good salat for dinner.. it was so tasty, we both ate so much we couldn't move, haha! tomorrow isabel, beccys younger sister will come and stay with us for the weekend. it will be a cool time, I really like her..she's adorable.. now, going to bed, it's nearly midnight. night night p.s. elisa, I think of you!! be strong ;-)

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Current Music: GWEN STEFANI | Love.Angel.Music.Baby. Subject: sports and vanishing corpses Time: 09:32 am Current Mood: fresh, but tired

what's up?! sun is shining, blue sky and almost weekend. sounds not so bad, eh?! yesterday I grabbed my shoes and did some jogging for 20 minutes.. I'm not in good shape, but I tried my best.. I will do more sports now that the weather gets better and better.. more biking, more swimming, more jogging. after that I took a shower and did some ebay-sales, you might be interested in: THE SPOOK - DVD: http://cgi.ebay.de/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=4721634991&rd=1&sspagename=STRK%3AMESE%3AIT&rd=1 JENNA JAMESON - Sexy Action Figures: http://cgi.ebay.de/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=6172576605&rd=1&sspagename=STRK%3AMESE%3AIT&rd=1 http://cgi.ebay.de/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=6172576898&rd=1&sspagename=STRK%3AMESE%3AIT&rd=1 finally, me and Beccy watched "The Corpse Vanished" featuring Bela Lugosi..not one of his best movie, but it's okay.. anymore??? nope...

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April 20th, 2005

Current Music: GWEN STEFANI | Love.Angel.Music.Baby. Subject: screaming for change Time: 11:07 am Current Mood: bored and excited

it's raining since yesterday. I'm not in a good mood. looking for the weekend. need more sleep and more silence and more time for myself.. this evening I will work on the Evil Killing Records-logo. want to finish that thing soon! I also have to work on the website of Beccy. the gallery is not done, yet. do you know the feeling of a standstill?? I am doing things but things do not go on. I have a feeling that I have to start NOW! I have to finish up things and finally DO something 100%. It's hard to explain but I quess you know what I mean. it sucks and I want a change! I'm looking forward to working with Yvy Pop (The Popzillas | www.popzillas.de) on our new musical project..don't know when it really becomes reality but I think there are some great things to expect.. she's a really good singer.

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April 11th, 2005

Current Music: SIX FEET UNDER | 13 Subject: so full of food Time: 09:35 pm

OMG, I ate too much right now... it was so tasty. and now I cannot move...hehe.. I bought the new FANTOMAS cd with a 30-pages calendar for april 2005. coool! and I bought a 10" green vinyl of THE BOMBORAS called Organ Grinder..rad!! love it! now I have to work on a logo for Evil Killing Records..they are going to start in some weeks with their first release, so they asked me to do the logo artwork..

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Current Music: BURIED INSIDE | Chronoclast Subject: blue monday | bored to death Time: 02:40 pm

now at work...not too much to do...radio is on, Wu Tang Clan "Gravel pit" or something!?! the video was cool, as far as I can remember. I brought the cake from yesterday for my folks here..I don't like cake that much..hehe.

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April 10th, 2005

Current Music: SLAPSHOT | Tear It Down Subject: cleaning Time: 10:34 pm Current Mood: really tired

we cleaned up everything, ate some food, cheese and had some pepsi and now it 10.30 pm. will take some looks into my new books, listen to the new Slapshot cd and will go to bed early, I think.. weekend was gone too quickly!! I need a day off!

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Current Music: THE CARDIGANS | Long Gone Before Daylight Subject: happy day | tired day Time: 08:38 pm Current Mood: tired

today, at my birthday I am really tired. yesterday we had a big party here, so there was too little sleep and too much drinks.. my parents, auntie, unlce and beccy's family came today. we had some cake'n'coffee, the typical thing. it was nice.. I got so many cool presents!! 2 books of lenore!! from my favorite scottish gal "elisa" thanks again, cutie! a PAIN cd a SLAPSHOT cd a dvd "texas chainsaw massacre" a DEIX book "Der Dicke Deix" a ZERO t-shirt the Pamela Anderson book "Star" the "porno" book / Irvine Welsh a scent "S.Oliver" 2 radio-plays of Edgar Allan Poe! and of course money... hell yeah! we had great food yesterday and lots of good beer, wine and stuff.. now we have to clean up all the rooms, the dishes, everything... I just want to sleep!! tomorrow again to work...I need some sleep and time for myself..

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